Dulce Ruby

In Front of me, this lavender comforter with polka dots…

I realize there’s this mental space I need to focus - as to say, “Clutter diminishes Concentration.”  There is no way I am able to think like this - so freely & easily - with clutter or congestion.  I need open air and blank [S P A C E] - even writing it as so made my brain cream & ooze with pleasurable brilliance.

“Make Believe” in literal form would mean to create or construct belief, factual reason - to allow - to accept as true - “Create an acceptance of truth and reality” an “opinion of truth”

A True Opinion .

Room in AZ with the Vape on Tumblr…

Honest to God, although my beliefs have changed immensely in the past year or so, I am currently at a halt.  Not so much a writer’s block per-say, because as you can see I am clearly still writing - But it is as if I can no longer focus - my mind is really elsewhere - VAPED - perhaps it is.

I don’t really understand how it works - I just know it does - effortlessly.  Like a common daily dose of oxygen - a breath of fresh air - second nature & without force nor thought…

That’s what dreaming and writing are to me - an extension to my soul from my physical self.  I constantly dream - within true aspiration, in the finest detail of color, sound, scent, flavor & feeling.  Everything about my dreams is real; so real - surreal; More real than life itself - I ache to sleep through out the hours of the day - just to be able, again, if only for a quick second - to grasp comprehension of the world we visit in our rest.  It’s the one vacation destination we all visit to take a load off our feet and just create, paint - another world, complete masterpieces, for ourselves after our days have gone & exhausted us, to the point we are drained and incapable of power any further & our only resort is to refuel with dreams in sleep.

And that’s all it is - Dreams are the Fuel to our Lives & Minds - I am more awake & alive in sleep and dream than in life itself.

After every dream you awake - which should show you that in life, the same should read true - Do You Have a Dream?  Don’t just sit there; wake up - & do something about it! In life, you will get nowhere playing dead, except perhaps the dump.

Act on your dreams because they are all within reach - just a thought away - anything you put your mind to, to create within your universe, is possible because everything created at one point didn’t exist - a mind is a beautiful treasure chest, where all your thoughts, hopes and dreams are held - all you have to do is open your mind and bring them to life - life beyond a dream state - release that fear, child - don’t be scared of what could be - make it be.  Share your thoughts, your dreams - share them all - you’re crazy, and I’m talking to myself of course as well as I say this.

Dreams are your fuel - the motivation to push you along the way and get you to that finish line. You are the machine, your heart the engine & your mind the fuel tank - fill it up.

Read, Learn & gain knowledge - Become wise; Fill it with grandiose thoughts & dreams - aspirations galore.

Act your Shoe size, be fearless and without doubt as a child would - No second guessing, no holding back or worries at all - Because that’s what it is to dream - It’s to be able to jump and know you’re going to fly.

We lose that as we grow - and it shouldn’t be as so, but with all in our day-to day, life, work, school, family, etc - We forget to dream, it has been removed from our language.  Life can be lived with no ties, holds, barriers, limits or containment - because you mustn’t trap the mind.  Let go of your worries; Relieve yourself of any fears; Everything is going to be alright if you just trust that it is.  Sending negative thoughts or energy only goes shooting through the atmosphere creating bad vibes & frequencies - You are your own artist - what you create is put on display for all to take in and act upon.  Create positivity, send out good vibes and the same will be given in return.

I need to sleep more - again - I need to dream - I miss living - that life seems so distant, when awake in this world and then the two begin to merge and I start to mistake one for the other - Reality and Dream - Hoping this time as I am writing it’s in a physical book I can later find and open to recall such memories of past thoughts - falling - fallen - in fear it will be lost as a sock in the wash - As I transition from one world to the next - like night & day, light switch; on - off;

The key to life is being able to not blow the fuse.

I needed this.

Sometimes a negative aura can cause a domino effect; a bad vibe. 

A call as you’re just waking up, from that one person you hoped to never hear from again - can ruin your energy,  your day and have you feeling…well, not yourself.  True, however it is only possible if you allow it to be - It goes to show that in order to keep a pure mind & positive soul, you must rid yourself of such toxicity - Because, the same is true in reverse.

A “Good Morning” wake up text from that special someone, that call - that as soon as your phone even begins to ring, you’re already grinning ear-to-ear, and those late night Skypes where all of your troubles seem to disappear - everything is just so much better when They’re around, YOU’RE so much better - and in all honesty, nothing else matters…

Because, “every time I close my yes, seems like everyone left - but You & Me.”

In our little world…and I’m so grateful ♥

Still writing and thinking, kind of high mentality…

What is it about life that makes us so alive or dead - makes us sit down & ponder, then get up and wild out - no care or thought in the world. You’re either hot or cold, one extreme or the other - never satisfied.

Well, what is it?

I’ve been thinking a lot lately, on life and what it means.  How does one come to see or come to a realization of their purpose in something or someplace we have no understanding of, no idea about how we came to be nor why - where there are no facts and we base our entire being upon belief & stories - Stories of Dreams the ones before us once had.

How can one sit & dream and create such a visualization of fantasy and then build their reality upon it? 

Life, it’s mind blowing really - to see how humans, animals & all organisms alike all play the same role & live with the same purpose - CHOOSE YOUR CHARACTER.

You & no one else creates who you are, help is just a lending hand you chose to acknowledge - a door is always opening, a helping hand is always being lent - You just have to open your eyes.  That’s the thing about Humans though - they are, for the most part, incapable of dreaming with their eyes open, while awake and in a conscience state - as though afraid & fearing their ability - their POWER to create such a reality within Reality. 

Why do we dream so freely in a resting state - then awake in such hold and restrain?  I figure - I want & will learn, to teach myself how to dream constantly - to have my life truly be unbelievable - Super Heroes, Villains and all… I mean, isn’t that what life is anyways? Think about your life and all you’ve been through, seen and accomplished - if that doesn’t boggle your mind, you’re not living.

I DREAM TO DREAM.

The word dream itself refers to want, longing for - it is a vision, something you wish to obtain in the present if not in the near future or even something you once held near & dear in the past - it is a thought that you, yourself, conceive to obtain - good or bad.  So, how does one not long for longing for and obtaining?

“I’m living my dream, as if I never awoke.”

I want to be quoted on that - YEARS & YEARS down the line - When physical books no longer exist and we all read through screens & lasers upon our palms, the future is here - we are so close I swear I can see it.  For that very reason alone I fear to really express certain thoughts through media platforms and tend to digress over time - to make something public in this day & technological age is to lose credit along the way - to lose touch with origin - to lose base and to forget or even discredit the true mind behind the very thought you are now thinking.  These days you can come up with the utmost Real, philosophical statement from thought, within Your mind alone - let it go & release it into the universe & have it come back to you in a book…not written by you. 

I firmly believe the saying which states that the wise are those whom know when to keep silent and keep to self - But then again, what good would that do and where would we be today had the wise before us - such as Einstein and Socrates - not shared their knowledge & perception on the world?

It’s all about balance and inner peace.

Find yourself, then share that wisdom with the world.

Close your eyes, dream of life - Open your eyes, live the dream.

Had been MIA for a bit and in no way, shape or form had been by TUMBLR - Funny, I just went on a ‘liking’ frenzy. Hello WORLD, how are you?